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Yonghui Oscar Abzanguinaut
is the sex bomb yaw !
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Step on this world since 3rd May 1993.Hate Hypocrites and dont ever put me on judgement.Contented with life.
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Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Heartache  I tried my best, i tried to be cheerful, i tried to be carefree, i tried to make my life meaningful, i tried to be a young kid, i tried to hide my sickening useless front, i tried to forget all the bad things that's collapsing on me. I want my freedom back, i want to have a perfect relationship, lastly i want a hug badly right now. I don't know what to do now seriously. Holding my tears back is seriously not a good solution for me, i've no choice but to rant on this useless blog of mine. My friends, they all don't even know what's happening to me, i'd been smiling infront of them everytime, but they don't know the pain i am going through. Argh, bye. Straight through my heart  Ever thought of having someone beside you to care for you, to listen to you, to assist you, be faithful to you, be there for you and basically to love you? I want this type of life, but i am scared. I'm scared of having to make confession, i'm scared of getting rejected. I'm falling in love, or maybe getting love strucked by this girl that i've been trying to comfort her, trying to help her in moving on from her nightmare of still loving her ex. Slowly and slowly, i developed feelings for her, i know this is stupid and i don't why and what is going on with me. I tried to hold the feeling, but every night since i'd been thinking of this whole damn thing, i am in a mess. Like seriously, it's like she made it damn impossible for me to get really close to her. I felt terribly upset everytime she is sad, my heart really ache for her. Sometimes when she talk about how much she miss her ex, and her ex'd gone to another girl, i really felt like scolding her, saying that it's all over. But i really can't bring myself to be so cruel. Everything need time, and i'm sure YOU will get over it. Silly, i know this is stupid, but i am making a confession now, sorry if i scare you or something, i really didn't mean to. It's okay that you need to reject me, i will be fine, DON'T WORRY! HEHE. You should know who you are, and pleaseeeeeeee be happy in your life, no point being sad, maybe even after you saw this post you will not talk to me anymore, but remember, i am always there, for you. AND TO END THIS, I THINK I LIKE YOU. Friday, November 26, 2010
All i ever know.  I don't know why,suddenly feel like blogging again. I have this urge to type on this stupid blog of mine. Alot of things happened within this few months, relationship, work, studies and all. And slowly by slowly, time by time, i realized how to behave like an adult, and i am scared of what i am going to become, cause i don't even know what will come out of me. I club less this few months, and i don't even have the mood to go out to far places, and i love to stay in my own kampong. I don't know i should love my life now, or am i supposed to love my life now. I don't know i should trust who, my goood friends? Yeap, some of them are trust-able, but some are absolutely not, I don't wish to say who are they, but i seriously had enough of those argue-ing and insulting from my friends to me. I shall continue this post some other days since i am working now. Bye! Friday, July 2, 2010
Do you remember?  Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Stressing your life out ! .jpg) Sayo. Sunday, May 23, 2010
NIGHTMARES.  Fuck my life,understood? Adios, Thursday, May 20, 2010
love is in the air.  Byebyebyebybyebyebyebyebye :> Andandandand, i love you a girl with the starting letter V. |
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When he plays with fire.
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